June 2011
off to drinks and noms with my special lady friend
lol
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i smell fantastic today.
not-an-exit replied to your post: the nasal spray i was prescribed yesterday
I love the smell of lilacs. One of those small things I miss about Michigan.
definitely. we have several lilac bushes on our property but for some reason the past few years they’ve bloomed and died before i could gather a bunch up. :(
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the nasal spray i was prescribed yesterday
smells like lilacs.
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my mornings might start off a little better if i could stop having horrible dreams about you.
it’s kind of concerning me how it has only been one week and i’m already severely missing teh cuddles.
although that could also be because it feels as though my lady parts have waged a war with my insides
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current wants:
chinese food
cuddles
comfort
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there's one last thing
that i feel needs to be said on the matter. because as i woke up with it bothering me, it’s obviously something that affected me more than i would have liked. and regardless of whether or not you’re actually even reading this anymore, writing shit out on here does do wonders for me.
i’m ridiculously hurt by the fact that you used your friends as a reason to leave me. whether it...
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tonight
consisted of some anxiety
one part slight depression
two parts awkward
then a lot of fun and comfortable-ness.
the basic recipe for the first time you hang out with your ex after the break up. at least this is how it went for me.
i didn’t know how to feel. i had one question on my mind and for some reason i couldn’t ask it at first, i was worried of negative consequences of me...
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The Loch Ness monster does exist →
so this one time
i wrote this article about how the loch ness monster exists and what the ‘ten commandments’ of the loch ness monster faith involved.
gathering my clips for my portfolio/internship...
coming across pieces i’ve written online that i didn’t even remember had been published.
proof i have been doing this for awhile, haha.
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oh, tumblr.
i’m so happy today.
and you’re a part of it.
there’s so much awesome on my dash. so much. and i’ve reduced my following count to 65 so there’s so much more awesome and so much less not awesome.
i haven’t felt like this in so long. this is that sense of happiness that went missing for months. that happiness that i was trying for too long to get back.
...
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i think
i want to get involved with some tech-y writing.
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URGH
if you are very, very attractive to the point of slightly resembling george petitt can you please just not be religious because it just bums me out ok thanks
sometimes the way i tag a post makes me want to...
because, for real.
last night i was a couple beers in at the brewery and went to the bathroom. this sounds so super cheesy and lame when i type it out but i seriously took a moment, was looking in the mirror and all the sudden thought WHOA.
i’m fucking adorable. i’m a fucking great person. i’m an absolutely amazing girlfriend, seriously i think i’m just one of a kind.
...
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sleep used to be an escape from reality and from all my thoughts, until last night all i dreamed about was you with other girls.
awesome.
i'm physically fucking ill over this shit.
why.
why can’t i just fucking let it go already. i’ll be fine for five minutes and then take a horrible turn for the worst in a second.
fuck this shit. i just want to go to fucking bed.
i guess i can understand what you meant
last night — one of the things you mentioned.
i can distract myself for a moment, get you out of my head, feel a little better. but they’re only mild distractions and it’s not long until i’m feeling utterly miserable again.
it’s no where near how you feel and what you mentioned last night, but it’s there. and it fucking sucks and all i want is for it to go...
i just want to feel better.
i want to hear something that’s going to help me get through this. i want to know that i’m not the only one hurting.
all of this is irrelevant. nothing matters. my life has gone to complete shit and i need to figure out how to get it back.
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out of everything, why does it hurt the worst knowing i won’t ever hear you call me ‘baby girl’ again?
p.s.
thanks for dumping me right after getting me horribly sick.
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it's for real this time.
i don’t know why i let you do it to me so many times. i’m better than that, a stronger person than that. i guess i did just love you so much, to the extent that i put up with a whole lot of shit that i wouldn’t have taken from anyone else.
i had intended for this to be a long, drawn out, angry post. because i’m hurt and i’m angry and i need an outlet. but...
you know something's up when there's a pattern to...
thelittlebrownbrother:
ammame33:
this might be me tonight. i may decide to give up and draw a penguin in the letter bubbles instead.
h8 lyfe
but if you draw penguins, the teacher has no other reason not to give you an A+.
that is rather logical. get it. it’s a logic class. HAR HAR HAR
you know something's up when there's a pattern to...
this might be me tonight. i may decide to give up and draw a penguin in the letter bubbles instead.
h8 lyfe
i just need to be held for awhile.
i cannot wait until this day is over. it just keeps getting worse and at the rate it is going, i’m terrified for what is to come.
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